Posts from the “Writing” Category

无邪 Innocent

你的笑 像一個童話

那麼無邪

即使守護夢想的艱辛超越了你的想像

彷彿一顆晶瑩剔透的晨露

那是你澄澈的心靈

這一切是那麼美好

彷彿詩一般的追逐

踏上夢的沙漠

本該這樣

有一顆清泉

是你的笑的印記

 


 

Your innocent smiling eyes

feel like a fairy tale

as difficult as it could be, to chase a dream

Like a crystal morning dew

It’s your clear soul

All these, feel so beautiful

The chasing feels like a poem

When you set your feel on the desert of a dream

That feeling warms your heart like home

All along the road

There is a clear spring

It is your eyes

 

一个午后

静静的,不远处的足球场间歇传来踢球的声音。卧室里就我一个人。我像海星一样懒散地躺在床上,刚刚从午睡中醒来。脑袋里空空的。听着球队断断续续的声音。我发现阳光静止在每一个角落,从南北两个大窗子外透进来。柔柔的阴影落在纱窗上、窗帘上、书桌上。书桌上的尘埃在阳光下好像金色的光粒一样,散开来。卧室里面温温的,暖暖的。空气中有些尘埃,还有点干燥。初冬就是这个感觉。

我喜欢这种闲暇、放空的时刻。没人打扰。尤其在上个周末和这星期头几天忙到几乎虚脱之后,我对这种感觉的依赖和怀念愈加清晰。好像回到了初中,爸爸妈妈留我一个人在家。球队的声音也让我怀念初中的闲暇时刻。我经常在体育课躲在操场的角落偷懒看小说,而班里大多数男生会组队在操场打篮球,传来类似的声音。

Lasting Dream

hm.. it was a dream a long time ago.. it never disappeared in my heart, as much time has passed since I had that dream. It’s so clear. always. So I started making that dream via an animation shorts. Because I love watching animations. I have no professional animation skills, but I’m doing it anyway.

dopamine

Monday

Our imagination is built on our inner emotion and perception of the real world. Whatever we see in the physical world is distorted in our mind by our mood, emotion, etc..

With this fact, any of human’s creative work (making animation films, photography, etc..) is a result of blending our inner emotion with real world.

It would be interesting to visualize our perception. It could be done by applying emotion, mood to 3D physically-based rendering.

This technology could be applied to …?

Short Animie

Just like literature, poem, quote, short animie could have a large impact. But it has to be the perfect combination of story, art, and sound to intriguing and inspire the audience’s full mind. Writing this to correct the bias of animie on a lot people’s mind.

She is Beautiful

She smells like a quiet flower

She smiles like the world has no darkness

And even..

She smarts like god just gave it all to her

No attack at all

It’s like sitting there, blooming

Love

so my brain is crazy now,

I believe it’s fun to record.

The animation trailer for BBB is going well so far.. we landed off the initial story to make it as silly as possible – Candy turned my super logic and technical story to one that’s silly, fun and make-no-sense.. But I love it! Somehow I think being silly is a golden trait… because it makes you laugh then u just remember it! One common thing we agreed with is bringing personalities to things – that’s good. it means we’re keeping the essentials of the story while filter out redundant thoughts during brainstorms.

I doodled the initial color scripts with color pens this morning, along with text in Mandarin and English to complete the story. To complete the color scripts, I have to add mood, emotion, and lighting to the doodled color scripts. I initially wanted to use Microsoft’s Paint 3D, as it looks fairly easy to scratch 3D models. But when I tried it in Microsoft Store this evening, I found the rendering is not fast enough for quick sketching. Okay, we still need the color scripts. I’ll just draw the color scripts as it’s important references of the joints of the story, since drawing is the most intuitive and convenient way.. Maybe after the color scripts I could ask some artists to refine them.

Once color scripts are done, the next step is to animate the trailer in the shortest time. It would be simple and crude, but that’s fine – the idea is to refine the story over and over again by watching the story being animated. Once the story is polished, we could polish the art and style of the trailer.

I am so excited that I’m directing an animation trailer! Even I am scared that some animations take long time (years) to finish, I’d like to see how my first animation trailer ends up to be.

Dopamine doesn’t end up being useful on color scripts.. I am sad for that.. but I think if we decide to render in 3D, I could try Dopamine..

I am exhausted and excited. Heavy things come in the same time.. My skill is absolutely lacking. But I should stop fear and keep going!

People

Sometimes people directly or indirectly say unfriendly thing about my country right in front of me. I’m not sure it’s on purpose or not, but I feel very uncomfortable and not respected, though I know what they said is true and I agree. How do I react? I can only think it’s normal that some people don’t realize what they said could be sensitive or negative to others, then make myself calm down, and hope that my country can be respected some day, which I deeply believe will become true. But I’m not happy to hear that. I used to believe everybody is kind and respectful.

大概

生命得以幸福

是因為有片刻的寧靜

來欣賞眼前的美好

 

不記得什麼是時間

不記得什麼是思考

 

斷斷續續地

這樣子消遣

人會變得簡單

變溫柔